The last Plan, hate and the Time

The last Plan and the time

When I informed her about the hidden truth, she could not express her woe to me instantly, but her heart was broken inside, she called me to stay with her with all her love and politly but she didnt want to stay with me so she wanted to check other things like my mobile, so she did not want to stay in real sense, once she got everthing from my mobile, she started to making excuse, so that I could leave her room, one day she told that somebody watching me when I am coming there, and then after few days she said to me that her friend wanted to celebrate a party there so that I can stay somewhere else, but I dont know if there was any party, so this way she was making excuses, she was confused either she could close this relation or stay by the side and search a new buddy, but due to my behaviour and her desire of sex she could not close it completly.

And later from 2016 sunita evoked her against me, so she got confused, she could not understand what is right or what is wrong, so this way I was proved as a covicted, she used to say she left things on time, if this is so, than I can go to her home to meet her mother, It will take time to make her understand, but by time she can understand, if I make effort, she could understand. 

By the time the hate was decreased and then it can also be developed with the talking of Sunita and with that my fight, and my activity and behaviour increased her hate at the high level. So the hate can be up and down.

Three phrase of hate:

First phrase started when she told me in a lovely voice that she always used to think when she will start to stay with me then we both went to search a room, but the next day she went alone and searched the room for rent she submitted her own documents for rent agreement so now I became unknown person, my name was not mentioned in that document, I was shocked but I could not ask anything, just followed her steps, everything was going on in front of me, later she was started making excuses, she got everthing from my phone, and started talking to my home, she suggested me to stay in other rent room or with any friend, and one day she told her friend going to celebrate party with her, so should leave her room for few days, so I started to stay with Ravi near by and used to visit to Nitti, but later she wanted me to stop to coming her room even and for the same reason we got fight this was the end of her first phrase of hate.

Second phrase of hate: second phrase started with that fight in 2016 she wanted me to stop to come at her room, I could not understand why, I could not ask the right reason, may be I asked but she made excuses, but I could not handle it, so it went another way, after 3 month that fight ended, she again started loving me the way like nothing happened, and it doent mean that she didnt like me but she got confused whether she should stay with me or not, she also said if the fight of 2016 could not happened she liked me to let me to her home in the marriage of her brother, 2016 fight became a digaster, later I got few signs that she may talking to my home, In 2018 I got it clearly when sunita said that I send message to her husband, so both ladies were talking, in that search I went home but I could not resolve it, or my way to resolve it was wrong, in sep 2019 I found her pic with a boy on Instagram, after seeing that pic my all holding patience were broken and it take a form of fight it was the end of second phrase,

Third phrase of her hate: it was a third fight, because she wanted this fight at any condition so I could not stopped it...enen with my behaviour she became more ferious, the most ferious thing when I went to her room in her absent and shared a pic to that person of BT.

The reality of pic: she stated that you cannot judge anybody on the ground of any pic the same thing were happening in converges, friendship with boys happening in converges but you forget that, other any pic did not came in front of you but different of BT is only that she was started drinking, all though about the friends with boys it was the Habit since her childhood days she also had a friend name lovely since her childhood days so when you are judging her on the ground of pic it is really not good it can we anything but not sufficient you can think about other girls like pretty in the Nwrcm she has lots of boys friends so some girls are in the habit that they do not make more friends from girls they do make friends from boys.

You should also have thought about good lewisly life while staying in Delhi you should have been thinking about a flat and a car and live fully there with happiness in that way you should have been created lots of friends and other people they would also have been attracted with you.

Her last words and her last action and last desire she did every thing to go away from me she did everything even she was ready to destroy everything causes of she just wanted to go away from me but why but was the reason, because I told her that I am married before telling that reality she was loving me but when I reveal that I am married, revealed the reality,  she changed her mind she didn't fight with me directly but was fighting me indirectly, she was checking me on every step, I was like the poor boy who loved by heart using his heart and he could not understand why it was happening till the death but on the other hand the lady loving using her mind she loving by mind she just completing her Desire and she has no worry no problem to doing all this but just smiling inside.

she went in police againt you.

She enjoyed your situation.

She wanted to make you understand that she was not loving you first she tried to make you understand peacefully and later by hate.

She said you are in the same situation of bandana.

When you said you heart is paining what she replied, she said it should be happened to you.

You was explianing everything to her but she was just enjoying.

Her main thought , she had done all sex, the doctor replied she cant be a mother now, so she dont need man now, she can live alone, 

Role of Nature: In first phrase everything was happening in front of me, but I could not discuss on it, I could not understand the way it was, even I took it another a way, a wrong way. In second phrase when I got she was talking to my home, but I could not resolve it, In third phrase of last fight I could not handle it the way of Nitti was handling and playing everthing.

Why Nature was with her, because she made a plan and she was doing everything according to that plan, so nature was helping in her plan, where I was ignoring everthing.

When Nature was with me, Nature was with me in love phrase, so first nature gave chance to me and that was for love phrase.

Any how with all her plan she wanted me to keep with like an option , so she was ready to go Amritsar, and even to Goa, but My abusive language and the impact of the time distroyed it, 

Suggestion: Just forget what happened, meet her mother and say that you can only live with her.

You need to understand the role of dropadi in mahabharata, and kiran in movie Gulaal, if nitti love you, it happened 2 years a person can feel love behind, she could remember you, but it did not happened what does it mean, you are not in her mind, you have to understand this situation, you can not win this game directly, you also need to understand the role of time, what time realy want, time made fool Pandavs then Pandava defeated kauravas, later Pandav also destroy themself, so the time doing his work, destroying everything, you need to understand her mind destroyed by the time, you can not fight with her directly, you have to use your mind rather than heart, just meet her mother, and find the correct situation, then explain everything, also it is required to meet time by the help of your Guruji.

Can we forget, nahi.. aaj..kal.. main use roj hi, har waqt yaad karta hu. Uski skal har kahi dikhti h, soch raha tha ye baate main uski maa se kar raha hon..

Waqt ke aage har gay hon, usne tumhe mujhe chin linya h, par main kase har jao, jo har jaye wo insan kya.

1 toady I was much positive, thinking to go to kashmir and meet her mother,

2 what can be happened in that fight, Nothing but we can escap from abusive langauage and pic sharing,

3 Time takes exam, we have to go through it, I have to win it.

Money Temptation: Money temptaion most of time proved wrong, so it should be very conscious while money temptation, that person can be lure in greedy that person will not do anything for you easy, so only some people can understan you and your problem while your are tempting them by money.

Much Explation: Much explation not required it creat confusion, instead of this explaination should be short so the other person can realise it. It is all depend when other person realised.

It is not vashikarn/ not wrong intention: it not vashikarn or with any wrong intention, I was with somebody with good time good relation, so now I want that all will again good. There was no old relation with anybody the marriage happened in troublem then I got divorced.

Job pattern: while working in Pacific, I have never think for how long I will be working here, if situtaion not good I need to think for how long it will be continue, without thinking this I was just working then just one day I put resignation, so without any future plan, that is the reason I was in trouble.

Nothing can be stronger than a human behaviour, and human vigour. You have to be Ram you have to behave like Ram, you have to make friend everybody you have to do friendship with all God and goddess there,  roads trees,  friendship with people,  in this way you will be able to defeat the Ravan inside the human being.(Himmat).